Hello,
Today I wake up very late..Normally it makes me angry but today it didn't..Because I was very tired..I cleaned my home yesterday and it takes one long day..So I deserved it..
I love writing..It really makes me happy..Writing about life..I always think on it..
I believe that my messages are receiving..
Yes maybe I am choosing my words in here but I am trying to keep their deep meaning..
I always say.."if I can not tell something, I prefer to write.."It makes me relax..I think everybody need to be understand by someone..
Maybe thats why I am writing..
I was join a dinner with my friends last Friday and I had a chance to talk my close friends on there..
A few weeks ago I sent a sound records to my close friends from whatsapp.. I found one special letter from past which has been written by me 9 years ago. I read and record it. I wanted to share with them..
After sharing my record..I felt very excited..Because I had expectations..It was really special for me and it really affected me..I thougt that everybody will feel samethings..But it couldn't.. I disappointed.. So I shared my feelings with them face to face in there..One of my collague told me "why you have an expectation? Everybody can not give a reaction according to your expect.."
She was really right..I really agree with her..
Why we have an expectation? That was my another life vision but I forgot to do this...
So I really thought on it..Expectation brings unhappiness..
If you want to share something.. do it but without expect..
Especially in social media..After sharing something in facebook,instagram...etc Huge part of human are waiting likes..Why?
Why do you share something? Just for share or for only likes..??
Maybe I am one of them.. :) Who knows? I know :) :)
I am writing without expect now.. Just for writing..Just for sharing my feelings..
You can agree or not..You know!
Now I am also listening music.. I love this mode..Music,me,writing...
Also I created new song yesterday :) But it is little bit different from others.. I really don't understand why..
I found this picture.. I wanted to put this..This from special moment in my life..
I should go bed..
Thank you for reading..
I wish you like and enjoy ..
I wish you like and enjoy ..
Good night.. :)