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I have a silence with many meanings.. I have eyes with many messages.. I have a heart with many broken.. I have words that not include meaning for somebody.. I have dream that can not be realized.. I have one life with no possibility to live again.. I have many songs that no one knows.. I have many tears that no one see.. I have feelings that I have no expectations.. I have brain that working more than my heart.. I have hair with many broken.. I have many ideas that is not important.. I have injuries that can not repair.. ...... I am not afraid of death..I am afraid of not living life.. I missed myself..Trying to find..I hate questions but should ask myself! ...... Today my sister sent me one voice sounds..I listened it and I felt very sorry..It is include one letter from the past..From 2012..I gave to her..Today she has found when she is collecting her room. She read and record..Than sent to me..She sent me when I was in work but I had no chance to ...

Nasıl da fikirlerimiz değişiyor değil mi? Geçmişte yaptığımız, söylediğimiz bazı şeyleri sonradan beğenmiyoruz. Şimdi olsa diye başlayan cümleleriniz oluyor mu hiç? Benim bazen oluyor ama çok şükür memnunum yaptığım birçok şeyden:) Neye harcıyorsunuz bugünkü kazancınızı? Bugün sizi mutlu edecek ne yaptınız? Seçtiğiniz hayattan bugün memnun musunuz? Bugünü konuşalım mı ? Birçoğumuz ya geçmişte ya da gelecekte yaşıyor. Geçmişten gelemiyor ya da geleceğe taşımak için bugünü yaşayamıyor.. Neden ? Kesinlikle yarın hayatta olacağımızın garantisini kim veriyor? Bunları kolay kolay böyle şezlong üzerinde yazıyorum :) Aslında kısmen elimden geldiğince uygulamaya da başladım.. Kısacası; Ruhunun bulunmadı yerde bedenen de bulunma! Değişir birgün olsun diyerek birine katlanmaya çalışma! Özgürlüğüne düşkün ol! Sevdiğin şeylere de.. Mutlulukta ısrarcı ol! Ağlamaktan korkma! An'da kal..An' ların keyfini çıkar! Sessizliğine ve yalnızlığına sahip çık! Oradan besle ruhunu...

Hello, Today I wake up very late..Normally it makes me angry but today it didn't..Because I was very tired..I cleaned my home yesterday and it takes one long day..So I deserved it.. I love writing..It really makes me happy..Writing about life..I always think on it.. I believe that my messages are receiving.. Yes maybe I am choosing my words in here but I am trying to keep their deep meaning.. I always say.."if I can not tell something, I prefer to write.."It makes me relax..I think everybody need to be understand by someone.. Maybe thats why I am writing.. I was join a dinner with my friends last Friday and I had a chance to talk my close friends on there.. A few weeks ago I sent a sound records to my close friends from whatsapp.. I found one special letter from past which has been written by me  9 years ago. I read and record it. I wanted to share with them.. After sharing my record..I felt very excited..Because I had expectations..It ...

I really don't know which stage of my life I am live in.. I am only living and watching.. Someone don't know how lucky they are.. Maybe I am one of them.. Having something without knowing it can reduce its value? Which possibilities we are following?  Asking question may change our viewpoint? Which question's answer is "me"? Questions... Question... Questions..